The Core
The Core
Horrors of their play, neverending game
that made freedom and truth dissolve into their frame
Ignorance with pride, rising day by day
And with that the power that grinds them to dust
from which they came, Blood-stained
never to find home
living in the memory and terrors of time
Poison running through their veins, where all chains are being forged
and where love and peace is torn away
from their defencelessness
burning day by day
cursed from the birth, doomed from the cradle
torn [from the bleeding womb]
Changeless past where deep silence lies
burning to light [our children's paths]
the soul of our soul
as the Sun light's glow
was never bright enough to push out the darkness of our prison
whose chains and walls we feel, but can not see
A dream too wild, arising from the beauty of our minds
For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Standing on the echoing shore
At the end of the world, Stargazing
the light of our bright shining stars
Leading our souls back home
At the core of universe
Ground to the dust
From which we came
Stardust, aren't we all
That peace
which in the end
all life will share
Endless peace of silence undisturbed
Aesthetic Illusion
Redemption
I fall asleep on the ocean’s bed
To dream where I belong in the kingdom by the sea
Daymare within
No longer I can stay, waking up to face reality
In a moment I seem to be there
Daymare within
Cold it seems
I can hold it only in my dreams
Like a child lost in the play
Nightmare within
No longer I can stay, waking up to face reality
In a moment I seem to be there
Daymare within
Everything will come together
Things we lose have a way
Of coming back to us in the end
Find the strength within
Create your own flower-shaped stars to look upon
No one can take it away from you
Even if no one understands
Always find the strength within
No one can take it away from you
Two-Faced Ghost
It hurts
So never give all the heart
For I gave all the heart and lost
Time only knows the price
We have to pay
Now, more is heard than it's spoken
More is found than it's seen
Within the riddles in the dark
There and back again
Find yourself
For being two faced leads you to the
Evil queen in a magic land
Dark her hair like the winter’s night
Cold her touch like the snow white
Her lover becomes haunted
Within a story to tell
The story of a fragile soul
The story of a two faced ghost
The story of the one who's lost
Love and do what you will
Even though it seems to be a lonely life, it's the one you've chosen
Sphere of thoughts will save your soul
Pure and naked
Like the one of the innocent child
He lost his own, she was his curse and fall
Was it her reflection? Or of a two faced ghost?
Wood Nymph
Once upon a time
A lonely traveller I was
A bird not meant to be caged
Chasing the wind, the moments
Lost in the invisible world
Blame and fear, tears and grief, tragedy
Hide and seek, please stop playing with me
Leave me be, set your passion free
Leave me be, set your passion free
Open up your heart
Let the clouds part
Light the way
Though the skies are forever gray
Tortured and destroyed
Once I used to be
Craved for beauty, slayed by cruelty
A voice of silence whispered again and let me dive in my
Pain of pure wicked shadow gallery
Acheron
I saw you coming my way
I saw you diving
It’s just too real
Not a dream
Not a vision
It’s just too real
Losing my will
And still
Shed a pale tear
In the silken fringe of my faint eyes
you found the way
How does it feel to be in the play?
A pious poet, enemy
Sweet-scented angel
How does it feel to tell how awful you really are?
All the keys come crowded
In a different way
Be yourself!
Feel no shame!
Clear away the gloom
Tell me where real pain lies
With a quarter moon
Winter wind blew pale
Not a vision
It’s just too real
Losing my will
And still
Shed a pale tear
The Loudest Silence
(Tear our broken lonely souls apart, before distance makes us feel no more)
Scared to fall alone
Scared to walk along
Waiting for moon to shine
Hidden behind the clouds
The scent I felt as a guide
Whisper to me your wish
Tell me where real pain lies
Shatter a thousand dreams
Falling with every step I take
Looking the way out
The doors I’ve closed
As I’m falling down the stairs of life
Side by side, crying
the same old grief
the scent of loneliness
Someone’s here with me
Soul Reflection
At the closing of the day
In snowy white
Down I lay
Upon this falling light
I revived my own
I’d still give all that I am
But don’t want to be your bliss
Take up my turn
Nothing to lose
Never deny your feelings
We’ll never be alone
make a wish
Death cannot divide what life can join together
Make a wish
No more pain inside
lulled by its falling sound
Hope and fear
and our true destiny
No more pain inside
lulled by its falling sound
Desire and Fantasy that sear
My darkness fades away from this cage
And enters deep into you
Take me away and end it all
Beware the fall
Theatre of the Absurd
We used to believe
We used to fight
My fall will bring you peace
I need to stay here
Don't make me let go
It's you who dream and fancy me dead
Don't look back
Don't hide
Open up your mind
Don't look back, don't hide
Choir:
(Don't let go
Think about what we live and die for)
I have to freeze fears like no one else
Escape this tragic end, disappear forevermore
Open up your mind
Don't look back, don't hide
Make madness go away
Always find your way
Choir:
(Don't let go
Think about what we live and die for)
Wake Up in My Dream
I'd just lay myself
down on the wind
want to be free
I've touched it with my
innocent thoughts
trying to reach (weight of the air)
Wake up in my dream
I'll show you my wonderland
the real I
If you look through me
you'll see forever
My sorrow will never let you go
You look at me
you feel my lust
my sorrow will never let you go
you look at me
with tears running down…
Still don’t know where I hide
The way I felt long ago
I still feel you so
Lost in stormy visions
Have to pull out the knife that you placed yourself
Rising moon. Haunted.
I drown my own. She started breathing.
Was it my reflection? Am I being haunted by myself?
She drowns herself. I start breathing
Gallery of Wonders
I stop somewhere waiting for you
Silent walking, singing at peace
I'm foolish as much as the wise
A woman as much as a child
But still, what am I
What are you
I exist as I am, that is enough
The old illusion still returns
Gathered leaves
Somewhere in the woods
The old illusion still returns
Short is the time
I need to be free ( I want to stay here)
All liars, all liars
All damn dying liars
You damn weak people
Leave me as I am
Otherwise, just kill me, kill me, kill me, kill me!
Full moon trill still, summer dream it seems
You must be dreaming
Singing at peace
All of us are sentenced to dreaming
But my world is different from your inner demons, charming sadness
I hear the sounds of echoes, coming through the glowing door, sparkling evermore
The perceived dilemma of existence that we all live for